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13 September 2009 @ 08:41 pm

Food discuts me. I don't even want to be around it right now. Today was horrible.

I feel like I binged but I don't really know. I had A dounut, A bagel with cream cheese, a small ice coffe waffles. omfg. and then some pasta.  I hate myself I just want to die today. I'm cutting down from now on. I need to. I really need too. Smoking & water. that's all I need. I want to be thin. I need to be thin. I FUCKING NEED TO BE. I'm sick of being fat. no one fucking likes a fat girl. no one. like. fuck.

28 April 2009 @ 03:58 pm
[] You own at least 5 black shirts.
[] You like skinny jeans.
[x] You're listening to music right now.
[x] You have painted your fingernails black before
[x] You have more than 300 songs on your ipod/mp3.
[ x] Have attempted suicide.
[x] Like the color black.
[] Hate girly girls
[x ] Have kissed a member of the same sex before.
[ ] Like to be alone.
[] Hate popular music.
[x] Keep hair in front of your face.
[x] Give people evil stares.
[x] Hate your parents.
[] Life sucks for you.
[x] Have been called emo.
[] Dislike the colors pink, teal, and baby blue.
[] Own thick-rimmed glasses.
[x] Complain a lot.
[x] Own a studded belt.
Total: 12.

[] Own more than 20 camis/tanks.
[ ] Own more than 10 miniskirts.
[x ] Have kissed more than 7 people.
[ x] Been called a slut.
[ ] Drink a lot.
[ ] You wear dark eye makeup.
[x.] Wear low cut shirts.
[x ] Have been called a tease.
[x] Flirt with people.
[x] Love the opposite sex.
[ x] Go to parties at least once a week.
[x] Even occasionally wear tight clothing.
[ ] Own 5 tube tops.
[ x] Sit on the opposites lap.
[ ] People hate you.
[x ] Its okay to be naughty.
[x ] You curse because you think its cool.

[] Own at least 5 jerseys.
[] Have 10 trophies.
[] Wear hair in ponytail like everyday
[] Love sports.
[x ] Own 5 sweatpants.
[ ] Don't wear makeup.
[ ] Have played/do play lacrosse.
[] Play more than 3 sports.
[] Are athletic
[] Can play a sport if you've never played it before.
[ ] On first string
[] You play Basketball/Softball.
[ ] You play baseball.
[] You play soccer.
[ x] You run track
[ ] You play football.
[ ] Been called a jock.
[ ] Have set a record
[] Are friends with your coach.
[] Love watching sports.
[x] Can do 15 pushups
Total: 3

[ ] Own 5 polos.
[ ] Own 5 pink shirts.
[ ] Own at least 5 designer bags.
[ ] Wear ribbons in you hair.
[ ] Love pearls.
[ ] Only like popular music.
[] Read tons of magazines.
[x] Love shopping.
[x] Gone to the mall in the past week.
[ ] Voted prom queen.
[x] Dated someone who plays sports
[x] Always have your cellphone with you.
[x] Have more than 50 contacts on your phone/msn.
[x] More than 30 guy contacts.
[x ] Hate emo people.
[x] Wear makeup.
[ ] Are stupid.
[ ] Wear heels.
Total: 8.

[ ] Wear your pants on your waist
[ ] Wear glasses.
[ ] Have braces.
[ ] In advanced classes.
[ ] On Math team.
[ ] Have all A's.
[ ] Like spending time with your parents.
[ ] Have been called a nerd.
[ ] Are bullied.
[ x] LOVE to learn.
[ ] Like your teachers.
[ x] Watch history channel.
[ ] Never go anywhere on the weekends.
[x] Have been called weird.
[ ] Scared to talk to the opposite sex.
[ ] Don't have pics of yourself on myspace/facebook
[ ] Read a book a month.
[ ] You read on your last spring break.
[ ] Have your own website.
[ ] Wear pocket protectors.
Total: 3.

If you haven't noticed The parts represent the 5 high school stereotypes
Part 1= Emo 36%
Part 2= Slut 30%
Part 3= Jock 9%
Part 4= Girly 24%
Part 5= Nerd 9%

Multiply each number by 3 then repost as _%Emo, _%Slut, _% Jock, _% Girly, _% Nerd
Current Location: Kingston Ontario
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Because the night - Casacada
18 March 2009 @ 08:21 pm
What habit of your own annoys other people? Have you ever tried to change it?

I would have to say my complusive swearing problem :|

I end up swearing non stop, and threating to kill anyone or anything

I am around it's horrible.

and also, I hold my pop cans horribly weird. -_-

I have tried to change it, but with no avail. </3

22 February 2009 @ 12:36 pm
What is your personal motto or favorite quotation?

" My Body, My rules."

" Life turns for the worst almost 99 percent of the time, but the question is, weither to cope, or to plead insanity"

20 February 2009 @ 03:24 pm
Putting legal definitions aside, at what age do you think someone can really be considered an adult?
Personally I think that Knowlede should be the age someone can be considered an adult. That's really all that matters not, Physcial body age.
19 December 2008 @ 03:06 pm

[ x] I am shorter than 5'4. 
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. 
[x] I have many scars. 
[ ] I tan easily. 
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. 
[ ] I have a tattoo. 
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. 
[] I have/had braces. 
[ ] I wear glasses. 
[ x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. <em>Been asked for my number, when just walking past, so I am counting that as the same thing..</em>
[x] I have more than 2 piercings. 
[ x] I have piercings in places besides my ears. 
[ x] I have freckles. <em>I use to when I was little</em>

[x] I've sworn at my parents. 
[ x] I've run away from home.
[ x] I've been kicked out of the house. 
[] My biological parents are together. 
[ x] I have a sibling less than one year old. 
[] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children. 
[ ] I've lost a child. 

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. 
[] Disney movies still make me cry. 
[x] I've peed from laughing. 
[x] I've snorted while laughing. 
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. 
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. 
[x] I've had my trousers rip in public.

[] I'm single 
[ x] I'm in a relationship. 
[ ] I'm engaged. 
[ ] I'm married. 
[ x] I've gone on a blind date. 
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. 
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. 
[ x] I've cheated in a relationship. 
[ ] I've gotten divorced 
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. 
[x ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. 
[ x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. 
[ x] I've kept something from a past relationship. 

[ x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher. 
[x] I am a cuddler. 
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ x] I've hugged a stranger. 
[ x] I have kissed a stranger. 

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't 
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. 
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world 
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. 
[x] I've cheated on a test. 
[ x] I've been suspended from school. 

[x] I've consumed alcohol. 
[ ] I regularly drink. 
[ ] I can't swallow pills. 
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. 
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset. 
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I have anorexic or bulimic tendencies or have EDNOS tendencies. 
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. 
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. 
[ x] I'm addicted to self harm. 
[x] I've woken up crying