Food discuts me. I don't even want to be around it right now. Today was horrible.
I feel like I binged but I don't really know. I had A dounut, A bagel with cream cheese, a small ice coffe waffles. omfg. and then some pasta. I hate myself I just want to die today. I'm cutting down from now on. I need to. I really need too. Smoking & water. that's all I need. I want to be thin. I need to be thin. I FUCKING NEED TO BE. I'm sick of being fat. no one fucking likes a fat girl. no one. like. fuck.